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Queens Against Borders: How can we LITERALLY protect trans lives?

Olympia Bukkakis and The Darvish by Suzanne Forbes Aug 6 2020“It’s a funny thing, getting gay-bashed during a pandemic.”

“Which is not a sentence I expected to ever say, in January 2020”, Olympia Bukkakis said ruefully. Olympia, looking like a literal Bene Gesserit priestess, and The Darvish, dressed in fabulous self-made sparkle, were co-hosting a special online fundraiser edition of beloved Berlin performance party Queens Against Borders. The funds raised went to free self-defense classes for queer and trans refugees.

Olympia was attacked and beaten in the street, here in Berlin, on Easter Sunday this year.

She had to go to the hospital and have reconstructive surgery. There was a fundraiser for her needs as she convalesced, and she is ok. She has mostly recovered physically. The pain, horror and grief stays with us all. A visible, political, central figure in Berlin’s queer community was gay-bashed on the street. Meanwhile in the US, Black trans people are murdered weekly.

How can we LITERALLY protect queer and trans lives?

Olympia and Darvish had the idea that one thing that could help is giving queer and trans folk some more self-defense skills. Here in Berlin we have self-defense schools like Pretty Deadly Self Defense, where my friend Liliana teaches, and more. So QAB had a fundraiser, with performances by Berlin’s gorgeous queer, trans and enby folx! Gieza Poke sang her wonderful slut-positive intersectional Wet Underwater Pussy song.

The Darvish premiered an incredible video, Who I Am.

I love to draw The Darvish! Last time was during Queerantina, a solidarity fundraiser show.

Wizzy dancing in the street by Suzanne Forbes Aug 12 2020Here is Wizzy dancing in the street to Gaga’s “Rain on Me”.

Wizzy, performer and organizer of Queer Syria, is one of my favorite people in Berlin to draw!

Queens Against Borders is about celebrating and supporting Berlin’s drag and dance performers who are refugees or asylum seekers. QAB says,

Our Performances are our Voices
That free us from all the traumas and defines who we are as humans. We are here to vocalise our existence with our bodies and art and to say its us against borders

Visit twitch for Apocalypse Tonight, Olympia‘s talk show. You can visit her website to learn more about her work. Follow The Darvish on Insta for hotness, activism, Out HIV ambassadorship and dancing! You can support some of Berlin’s queer and trans refugee and asylum seekers through Queerberg here.

Get-home-safe funds are a crucial way to Protect Trans Lives. Here in Berlin, there are a variety of venues working with Transfeminism.net on a safe travel fund network. Other Nature and Karada House have funds – if you want to shop for sex toys or go to a queer bondage event but are worried about traveling home later, just message them! Café Hydra has one too, for sw’s who want to share community and then Get Home Safe.

I am so grateful to my Patrons on Patreon, whose monthly financial support lets me keep documenting Berlin’s queer, political, vulnerable, powerful performers while I work safely at home.

 

That time I made mermaid jewels!

Mermaid jewelry by Suzanne Forbes July 2020I am continuing some fairly radical experiments with Angelina Fantasy Film and UV Resin.

I find working with iridescent and holographic materials so nourishing and stress relieving!

Mermaid jewelry by Suzanne Forbes July 2020 2I have been making all kinds of earrings and necklaces and delirious glittering sparkling shapes!

These pieces are made of translucent, layered, heat-sculpted Angelina Fantasy Film.

Mermaid earrings by Suzanne Forbes July 2020I make armatures of floral wire and colored craft wire.

Mermaid jewelry by Suzanne Forbes July 2020 with tattoos by Daria ReinThe Fantasy Film gets glued down to the fin-like armature with white glue – this is very tricky and doesn’t work consistently.

I think people who make fairy wings professionally- like for dolls- have more sophisticated techniques, like this hilarious Italian guy who uses an iron and Fimo liquid fusing gel.

Or you could use jigs to keep the wire armature flat. Then it would be much easier to glue down the film.

As soon as the glue is dry I use a lighter to burn, melt and shrink the Fantasy Film into curving, twisting shapes.

Once I have organic shapes I like, I start decorating the shapes with Swarovski crystals, jelly crystals, gradient pearls, and microbeads.

I use UV resin to attach the decor, sometimes flat to the surface of the warped film, sometimes skeins of microbeads floating above it in a transparent wave of resin. I use a wax pencil to pick up the tiny crystals and beads, one at a time.

It takes a long time! But I don’t mind. It’s mesmerizing and soothing to dot tiny rainbow bubbles onto a fin or wing of opalescent, changeant film. After I’ve added a good amount of decor, I start thickening and strengthening the Fantasy Film with drips and layers of tinted UV resin.

Mermaid jewelry by Suzanne Forbes July 2020 cuThe tinted UV resin adds hints of color, more transparent shapes, and strength in areas where the film is brittle or fragile.

Spirals of metallic purple wire make jellyfish tendrils and UV resin coats the strands with tiny beads. The detail is infinite! I cure the resin in sunlight, sitting on our balcony with all my little bottles of UV resin.

Mermaid jewelry by Suzanne Forbes July 2020 cu

Watching the materials sparkle in the sun is a great comfort to me.

And fiddly, absorbing work is good for my brain.

UV resin and Angelina Fantasy Film earrings by Suzanne Forbes June 2020

As my friend Gieza Poke says, when the hands are busy, the mind is calm!